Why I have been missing… I’m losing my eyesight.

For those that were following and have wondered why I have not been on in forever.. you can take a look at my new page and find out why! I’m going through something in my life that now looking at THIS page, it all seems silly and pointless.

It’ll be quite depressing let me warn ya but maybe it could be a bit inspiring which is what I hope for.

More to come but here is…

An Introduction..

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Is This Creepy?

It’s not like I do this a lot.. I mean we all FB stalk people right? Isn’t that what’s it really for, getting to know someone you don’t know much about or maybe of course just checking up on an old friend to see how they’re doing.

Well just recently have I decided to check on this guy’s profile. Let me just say that I know of him and there’s a possibility he knows of me too so this thing isn’t entirely creepy. He graduated when I was a sophomore in college, now I’m currently a senior so our encounter was about 2 years ago. I was with a friend who knew him at the time and they small talk while I stood there, that’s pretty much all I remember lol. I think we said Hi too but didn’t get introduced or anything, and I’ve seen him around. I was president of an organization on campus so it wasn’t uncommon for me to see him on my IG feed tagged with people I know, Twitter, Facebook etc.

Okay so where I’m going with this is that, our paths have never crossed and I think It’s such a shame. This may sound crazy but after reading his posts and stories on FB.. i really feel like we have a lot in common and him and I could be really good friends. You know it’s like when you first meet someone and you immediately have this connection and click with them and you instantly know that you’re just going to be friends? Yeah, well I just have that feeling when I was reading his posts and yes even his blog. (Turns out he has a WordPress account too!) And yes I’ve read it. He’s seems like a really good guy and man do I like good guys, haha. I know this may make me sound crazy but I just wanted to put it out there.

I’m not going to act on it, like add him or message him or anything. I believe in fate and I like the idea of meeting someone unplanned and just naturally. But I won’t deny the fact that I really hope someday I’ll maybe run into him? That’ll be really cool. I guess you can say I’m an admire from afar, maybe that’s what It’ll always be but I’m okay with that. Sometimes just the idea of someone and having a secret crush can be just as fun right?

But It definitely got me thinking, I wonder if anyone’s ever done the same to me? Like has any guy creeped on my page and admire me from afar?

What about you.. have you done this “creeping” thing and actually messaged someone? Comment and share please, I’d love to hear if there are any successful stories out there. Cause maybe then, I’ll take a risk too 🙂

Hello December!

So I have been slacking, haven’t posted on here as much as I like but in all honesty, does it really matter or affect anyone? Probably not. No. x)

This blog is just bits and pieces of my life, I have ups and downs and like that I’ll have days where I’ll blog a lot and days where there will just be nothing! Haha. Anyways, before heading off to bed I just want to share and put out there about how happy and positive I’ve been lately.. I have gotten over thinking about that guy that I mentioned earlier (Was a short thing and I just needed a liiiiiiitle time!), I’ve gotten back on my workout routine, been setting goals for myself, thinking POSITIVELY, and just excited about the future. Most importantly though, I’m just working towards bettering myself. Bettering? Is that a word…. lol again it’s late and I tend to have brain farts around this time! So please forgive me 🙂

But yeah, It’s the start of a NEW month so here I am, planning and prioritizing… no more procrastinating, no more worrying, waiting for something to happen, stressing out about the future and things that I have no control over. What i DO have control over though is how I choose to deal with every situation and so from here on out, I hope I can maintain this POSITIVE, MOTIVATED, and CONFIDENT attitude. I know the life that I want and I can see it. Like most, I dream about it all the time and I’ll do whatever it takes to get there. I believe that God has a plan for me and with that I feel like I can do anything.

So here’s to DECEMBER! And shortly after to a NEW YEAR!!! But I’ll keep my 2015 excitement down till we get closer, still have to look forward to Winter Break and Christmas of course 😀 I’m just SO excited as you can see, this is my favorite time of year so I can’t help it, haha.

Anywayssss I felt like that was longer then I intended so I’ll just stop here before I go on into another rant lol

Goodnight. 🙂

XOXO

P.S. Always remember that no matter what the circumstance, tomorrow will be a new day and life is just too short to hold onto things and people that no longer bring you happiness or positivity in your life. Let Go & Be Hopeful ❤

What is wrong with me?

I’m constantly reading relationship blogs, I’m scrolling through Tumblr, I’m googling silly questions like as if all of that will give me an answer and make me feel better. I mean, It kinda does, sometimes I’ll come across a quote or a really insightful article and It makes me reason out why things are the way that they are. Why things didn’t work out, why he hasn’t called, why he stopped talking to me… deep down I knew it was almost close to impossible that we’ll work out and that if we did, it wouldn’t have lasted anyways. SO WHY AM I STILL THINKING ABOUT THIS GUY?

I guess after having someone chase after me and made me feel so wanted then suddenly disappear really messed with my head. It makes me question what I did wrong, was it something I said? I’m just so confused, and I just don’t understand how you could just go from so interested one moment and then.. not the next.

Something that I heard a few days ago really stuck with me, it was something along the lines of “They’re players, they play so well that you don’t even know you’re getting played.”

Boy is that true, haha we’ve all been there right?

Not Just Another Proposal.

Just in case you needed to smile or laugh… or cry. lol (good tears though!)

Here’s a proposal that I re-watched and yes cried too. I hope we’re all lucky enough to find a love like this someday. Seriously one of the best proposals that I’ve ever seen. And It wasn’t just about the effects and crazy stunts but the love, their love that you can feel through the video.

Justin Baldoni is a dream. I definitely wish more men were like this…

You Lie So Well.

“The biggest coward is a man who awakens a woman’s love with no intention of loving her.”

– Bob Marley

Couldn’t be more true… to the guy who told me he was so interested in me, wanted to know me, and even said he liked me, you convinced me so well that you’re different and that we could’ve been something when all along you were just playing. But I wish I knew why you’d waste your time talking, texting, getting to know me for? Why put in all that effort? Why do all that and then just disappear..

I hate that I care, I hate that this gets to me, but more so I hate the fact that I believe everything you said despite all the red flags. I don’t want to do this anymore. Screw guys like you.

I’m done searching, they say the best things in life come when you least expect it so from here on out, I’m done looking and hoping. The right guy will come along… someday. I just know it. 🙂

Late night thinking…

“Haven’t heard back from you,

don’t know if you’re thinking about me too…”

It’s not fun when you’re constantly guessing where exactly you and an interest stand. He’s not texting back, so is he with someone else.. ignoring you.. busy.. doesn’t help that he’s also so far away and that I don’t really know what’s happening in his life. I think i’m being silly for meeting someone on a dating app and actually thinking that It could go somewhere.. but then there are times when I’m talking to him and he makes me believe that it’s possible.

It still could be fate right? I guess we’ll just have to see..

Cuddling for Money?

Good Morning!

Hope everyone is having a good Thursday. 🙂 I just wanted to share something I just came across online.. thought it was pretty interesting!

This women apparently charges customers $1/Minute for… cuddling!

http://elitedaily.com/news/world/portland-cuddler-receives-10000-appointment-requests-week-video/855379/

Weird right? I would never think about cuddling as a business but hey! All the more power to her, anything is possible I guess.

What do you think? Would you ever come in for a session? haha.

Isn’t that the truth?

6f5c8f94d318fc2b9da3ec5c42761a8bI couldn’t agree more with this proverb. Normally my Sundays consists of staying in bed, movies all day, hot tea, candles, cleaning, cooking and looking over the upcoming week’s agenda. That’s actually my perfect and ideal Sunday TBH, but today will be different.

I’m trying to get some school work in before I have to go pick up my sister and head to my new temp job! Then after a little training, I will head to the gym for a late night sesh. I’m actually looking forward to that THE MOST. Although this doesn’t sound TOO exciting it is for me. I’ve kinda locked myself up at home these past couple of days trying to get all my work in and just been overthinking, about a lot of things. But tonight I get to just have sometime to myself, with no distractions.. I seriously can’t wait. It’s amazing how much better you feel after sweating it out.

Anyways, I almost forgot to mention Starbucks BOGO ends today right? Deeeeefinitely will be getting some before I head off to work tonight. Yay for Holiday drinks, they always make me so happy! Just to show that the holidays are just around the corner. 🙂

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P.S. Have you gotten yours? Don’t miss out!